i am now listening to "Right Here Waiting" by Richard Marx. it's such an old song already. feeling emo already. haha.
today, i met up with rac and mj for the UCCD temple-visiting. diarrhea-ed before i left the house. saw yesterday's dinner lying in the toilet bowl. okay. a bit disgusting. hahhah. we had Mac for breakfast. the visit to the temple was all in all a great and new experience, even though my parents brought me to temple before. the nun in charge is super friendly. she kept stuffing us with bananas and oranges. hahaha. she taught us about the teachings of buddhism, the practices blah blah blah. but the part that i remembered super vividly is the part regarding the 18 levels of hell. she said something about once being banished to hell, you will never be able to reincarnate unless buddha or the worldly people help you. you will be banished to hell if you tell lies or harm other people. i think i better accumulate some good deeds right now, after all those lies i have told. haha. i dont want to be sent there and never reincarnate again.
sometimes i wonder, there is this saying that, after a person died, he/she will reincarnate. but before that, they are supposed to make their way to this bridge whereby he/she will drink the "meng bo tang" or something, which will make you forget everything about your current life. is there any way to avoid drinking that. i would not want to forget my life, would you? all those wonderful things that have happened, all those joys and laughters you once had, all those tears we once shed and all those troubles that we have overcomed. yes, maybe in buddhism practices, you are supposed to unclutch yourself from worldly affairs and feelings and return to the buddhaside and enjoy eternity peace and wisedom. but i wouldnt want to forget all those wonderful memories. just a random thought of mine. =)
one more day has passed. there's school tml i have not watch my heroes2 episode 1. i wonder when will i have the time to watch it.
oaky. report time!
posted by kaylin. @ 3:22:00 pm
