no amount of words would be able to show a dad's love for his kid.
dad, thank you for everything that you have done for me.
and no, today is not father's day la. just that this disney thingy makes me cherish the loved ones around me even more. even though he is like watching every of my movements and suspecting that i have a bf and scolding me, he is just expressing his concerns for me.
i seriously love walking, but at my own slow pace. lol. walking in school and rushing here and there always make me perspire. walks give you time to think as you listen to your mp3..
there's this barrier between us, which i cant describe. it is automatically formed when i see you. that is maybe the reason why when we talk, we often end up in disputes. i tried changing but it got worst. maybe i dint try hard enough. but i am on the verge giving up already. yes, nobody is perfect. maybe i should stop painting beautiful images of you in my mind.
we are all still growing up. it is common to make mistakes, but we must know how to amend them. no point in knowing our mistake and still repeating them. my aunts are wonderful. they are there to guide me and to advice me when i am at a loss. without the captains, this lost ship would probably have not make it to the bay.
this week i spent hell lots of money. but it makes me happy and it is worth it. at least it cheers me up. i would probably be skipping school tml. i am not in the mood for school. but i dont want to miss UCCD tutorial. her tutorials are always fun and interesting and i always learnt a lot of new stuffs in her tutorials. shall see how first bah.
okay. shall end here.
-leave me alone and i will stone.