Saturday, December 29, 2007

first two weeks of year 2008
thursday: GOM presentation
friday: deadline for gems assignment
monday: gems test
thursday: SQ test
saturday: TTP walking tour
monday: HS test
tuesday: UCCD test

come on. buck up.
stop dreaming and stoning and start focusing!
i am looking forward to the one month break after exams already.
HAHAHAHAHHA.

skiving, again. hahaha.

received 2 super horrible news today that really shocked me
1) there is a HS written test.
2) my gems test is on the second week of school, and not fourth week of school.

god. i still haven start studying for anything yet. i swear i will do my best for this time round. lol.

some random photos
FRIDAY: the last day of school when all hell break loose and only 9 people turned up for TTP lecture. all of them, looking so happy and eager for the lesson to end. lol.
my dad had to use a trolley to push my sec 4 stuffs and send them to the incineration plant.
PUSH POP! old school candy.
the used-to-be famous and must have for every kid.
haha. i thought i would never be able to see it again.
i really miss childhood days.
on 25/12/07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIARONG!!
and lastly, some of the blessings that i brought home on Christmas.
i was quite surprised that my mom got us christmas gifts.
damn delicious cookies from my aunt.

the first christmas exchange present that i got - from siqi. haha.


the kailin-ish christmas present.

a very pretty notebook from my friends. haha. thanks!

alright. back to work!

- sometimes things just dont turn out the way you want them to.


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

thanks for the greetings. sorry that i dint reply your greetings as i was fast asleep. hahaha. wooo. it's been a long time since i updated. i was "disconnected" from the world for a few days. i was staying at my grandma house and i had no access to internet. guess it was sort of a retreat for me - sleep, watch tv, eat and play all day long. hahah.

went to celebrate jiarong's birthday today at Minds Cafe. the place was great. the people who went were even greater. presents were exchanged. hearts were touched as friends present each other with gifts. screams of delight and surprise could be heard. hearty laughters came non-stop from the people around me. it was simply a great and blessful night. (=

i have to start mugging and start on my project stuffs starting from tonight already. no more playing. too much playing makes kailin a lazy girl. haha. will upload the pictures tml. there's something wrong with the bluetooth device right now.

alright. shall end off here. feeling kinda blue.

- when it's time to.....

Thursday, December 20, 2007

met up with yujia in the late evening to catch "The Warlords" at cineleisure. the show would be fantastic to you if you are those who love gruesome and bloody scenes. haha. heads rolling off from the bodies, blood splattering all over the place, detached body parts lying all around the floor. NICE. HAHAHA. but the show is okay. and i dint sleep hor, rachael. lol.

i think i am damn greedy. there's tons of movies and dramas i wanna watch and catch up. but i can feel the stress building up in me already. TTP + GOM + HS test + SQ test + UCCD test. =/. hai. but i still wanna watch Chipmunks, Enchanted, National Treasure 2 and Heroes 2. lol. caught the show Bridge to Terabithia two days ago. the story plot is damn cruel. it made the girl died la. walao. but was quite touched by what the dad said to the boy and how the boy managed to keep Terabithia alive. nice show.

oh yah. submitted the cover letter and resumes on monday to chihwee already. now i am just waiting and hoping that either Jetstar or Sentosa would call me. i dont want to work in Tours Connection lah. i dont want to be tied down in an office right now.. Sentosa looks better. you get to work and try out more jobs in a sun-sand-sea environment leh, plus an attractive pay. wooo. of course it looks better.

hmm. it seems like time has flew by pretty fast again. another one more month and we would be all going our separate ways. some to USA. some to travel agencies. some to hotels. some to attractions. some to airlines. after working for 5 months plus and poop, we will all be seeing one another back in school once more. i bet the 5 months will pass by damn quickly again, like how this year did. roar. i dont wanna grow up and start working in the society. i dont want to carry all those responsibilities. i dont wanna grow old..

anyway, i wanna say a big THANK YOU to all my friends. :D

for being there to make silly jokes and laugh with me.
for being there when i need a listening ear.
for being there to comfort me when you can sense that i are feeling down or sad.
for being there brighten up my gloomy days.
for being there to hear me whine and complain.
for being there to bring me a smile.
it is really surprising and nice and touching to know that your friend has got something ready to give you, when you were just about to give her something too.
thank you, friends.

walking and feeling the wind blowing gently on your face ;

Sunday, December 16, 2007

everytime when it's near Christmas, i will miss the times i had at swiss winds. the christmas songs that we've played and the many local performances that we went to. it's memorable.

anyway, i have been sleeping non-stop these two days. yesterday i slept at 7pm without even having my dinner and woke up at only 9am this morning. :D going over to my grandma house later. hahah.

enjoy your hols and early merry CHRISTMAS!! HAHAHAHA.


a friend once told me:
nobody is born perfect.
you can choose to accept this or be unhappy about it.
it's not how people look at you.
it's about how you look at yourself.
be confident of yourself.
be confident of who you are.
would you rather live your life, hiding and demoralizing away?
or would you rather live your life to the fullest,
and not have any regrets later on?
remember this.
we only get to live once.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

i was damn relieved when Service Quality was finally over. i think it was generally smooth sailing and clare's group did a really fantastic job in their presentation. i couldnt help it but slept throughout Ronald's lecture and yes, i think he saw it. i am going to be so dead during his tutorial tml. handed in our GOM report and rushed off to help Miss June in the achievement awards thingy. reached home around 6.30pm and rewarded myself with a snickers icecream. LOL. damn nice. i think with projects over, even plain water will also taste damn nice to me.

HAHAHAHAAH. FINALLY I CAN REPORT TO SCHOOL ON A THURSDAY MORNING AT 11AM ALREADY. NO MORE PROJECT MEETINGS. HAHAHAHAHA. NO MORE BRINGING OF LAPTOP TO SCHOOL. NO MORE WAKING UP ABRUPTLY AND FEELING GUILTY. NO MORE DISTURBED DAYS. WOOOO. I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY TO COME. =DD
THE PAST FEW WEEKS
WINE APPRECIATING WORKSHOP

GBE PRESENTATION AND STAYOVER
i think this photo is rather classic.
it was taken in the middle of the night when everybody started to feel dead tired and sleepy. and that's the part where food comes in, adding many colors into our dull life back then.


TTP CA1 AND RANDOM PHOTOS

the mini christmas muffins that my mom bought

UCCD ultimate guide to doing business in Thailand
was disappointed with myself when i forgot my speech. i swore i memorized them already and even rehearsed several times with sukie but guess the effort dint pay off. nvm, jiayou!


the combination of black and white that i liked a lot
okay time for me to head to sleep. shall continue with my GBE report later. WOOOO.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

no matter how busy i am, i will still find time to blog. because i feel that blogging helps to relieve my mind temporary and makes me forget all those tiredness.

yesterday's night was quite fulfilling. think accomplished a lot of stuffs but slept quite late. woke up this morning for gems. aww. i am so going to miss my monday gems. i seriously think the monday gems is much more interesting than my chinese idioms gems on friday.

i found out that if i wanted to stay awake and energetic for as long as possible during the nights, i need someone to talk to me online constantly. luckily yesterday my friends were there to accompany me throughout the lonely night. lol. otherwise i would have fall asleep pretty early.

and i wanna wish my friends many lucks in solving their problems and may them stay cheerful and have even better days ahead. jiayou! =)

humans are complicated animals. it's scary to know that you may think that you are talking to this person, but the thoughts running through that person at that very moment may be totally different. you will never know what they are thinking.

" it will just become another part of my memories. "

Sunday, December 09, 2007

when you are in trouble, will anyone sacrifice their time to help you?
when you are down, will anyone be there to cheer you up and give you a pat on the shoulder,
telling you that everything's gonna be alright?
when you feel like all hope is lost, will anyone be there to tell you that there is always someone out there supporting you?
when you need someone to rant to, will anyone be there to lend you his/her ears?

GBE presentation went quite smoothly. UCCD presentation was not up to my expectations.

i felt kind of disappointed when i blanked out and forgot my script on friday during UCCD presentation. i practiced several times beforehand and i could remember everything. but i have no idea why i screwed up during that presentation. felt so hopeless and useless. hai. what else can i do? marks have been given and everything has been finalized. i will just have to work hard for the next presentation right. no use ranting and grumbling over here. it wont change anything. later on during that day, i even told my groupmates that references need not be print out, which is actually false. i almost killed my group mates with my own hands.

GOM stayover at rach's house on friday night was fun, to me. at least i get to laugh and joke for awhile. fell asleep during 3 plus while i was halfway through helping elisha with his financial stuffs.

sleeping nowadays is seriously so sinful. on thursday night, i accidentally fell asleep and when i woke up on friday, i felt so sinful and bad. even though it was only a 3-hour sleep, i felt super guilty because i dint finish my project stuffs. horrifying to know that even sleeping has evolved to become a burden.

we ordered Mac for breakfast. that deliveryman left my coffee in the middle of the highway la. i ordered the sausage mcmuffin set but there was no coffee. after the satisfying and delicious dinner, leann and me cabbed down to Yinzi's house. we fell asleep on her bed once we reached there. slept for an hour plus before starting on our SQ.

roar. it's been ages since i last sleep peacefully. things to complete for tonight: ISB gems research, GOM project, GBE project, SQ project.

we are not in the tourism and resort management course. we are in the design cum filmmaking cum drama cum supermen and superwomen course. they are training us how to be super people instead of people working in the tourism line.

it's hard to pretend that nothing has happened.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

OMFG.

today: TTP + UCCD meeting
tomorrow: GBE meeting
monday: GBE presentation + UCCD meeting after school
tuesday: UCCD MEETING
WEDNESDAY: UCCD MEETING + PROFESSIONAL TALK AFTER SCHOOL
THURSDAY: SQ MEETING IN THE MORNING, UCCD MEETING DURING BREAK, GOM MEETING AFTER SCHOOL
FRIDAY: UCCD REPORT + GOM STAYOVER
SATURDAY: SQ MEETING
SUNDAY: CANT MEET FOR SQ.
MONDAY: ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!
TUESDAY: JUNELIN REHEARSAL
WEDNESDAY: JUNELIN EVENT + SQ PRESENTATION + GOM REPORT
THURSDAY: !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!?!?!?
FRIDAY: GBE REPORT

OMFG. SORRY. VERY JI DONG.

cool down, get your facts right and think.

i am coming here to take a short break before i begin the night ahead.

my life currently revolves around projects.
project meetings are a daily routine.
i got phobia opening my hotmail inbox.
lol.
i really did wanted to go for the class chalet,
but i really had no time and energy.
nevermind.

chiong. chiong. chiong.

saturday: TTP + UCCD
sunday: GBE + UCCD
monday: GBE presentation
tuesday: UCCD
wednesday: UCCD
thursday: GOM
friday: UCCD presentation + GOM

yujia, thanks for the company today. really really really really appreciated it. =)

songs are my only company.